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Monday, August 11, 2008
Was it worth it? Lying awake on the cold hard floor, I sigh and wonder with tears down my face if all this pain... was worth it? I loved you and I still do so... For time and again, I tried and tried to change, to cope, to be for your liking, but all this pain I feel now... was it worth it? And now, I try I try to save us both, I try to do so as a person with two persons part, but all this misery that comes with it... was it worth it? I do not know of the answer now... nor will I in the near future or when I look in the past... but really, one as special as you deserves the best and I fear I am not good enough... As such, I will shoulder and bear this pain, this misery, this despair, this retarded hope I have for both of us, and pray. I will pray for your happiness, for your joy, for that crazy void in your heart to be filled by someone who can hopefully do so as that person is not me as much as I wish it to be... But still in the end the question remains... was it worth it; all this pain, misery, despair? ...well, I cannot really say... but if my pain, misery, despair equals to your happiness, joy, fulfillment... then... perhaps... yes, it is all worth it. Poem (c) Amelia, August 11, 2008 ...I find it funny how I come up with poetry sometimes... huh... Labels: poem powered by blogger, yo. |
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